I'm an idiot

I'm a single mom. I have a lot of responsibilities I shoulder all by myself. so why am I adding to them? Because I'm a Goddess darn fool, that's why. I bought 2 male beta fish this weekend, because I want more testosterone in my life. Then since Q's birthday is a few days away, I bought her a guinea pig that she has been asking for for about 6 months. Then, I saw the cockatiel I've been wanting for a long time now (pearly female). They had her at the pet store that we bought the guinea pig, and I couldn't pass er up. That makes a grand total of... 10 pets( 2 dogs, 3 birds 4fish and a guinea pig). I'm I insane, or do I just have an overly large heart?